So I realize that I haven't posted in quite a while. A lot has happened since I last posted. A lot of big changes in my life that I am truly hoping are for the better. I am moving up to Washington state for a while. I am hoping that this move is just going to be a great thing.
In this process I have felt overwhelmed, sad, angry, nervous, melancholy, and frustrated. But I have also felt excited, happy, loved, supported, and peaceful. I have realized that this is probably the best thing for me and I am trying to be positive which is admittedly hard sometimes. I've been needing a change in my life I think.
I have had good days and bad days but all in all I know that I am slowly getting better. It's a work in process. I am fortunate to have all of the support that I have.
I must admit to all of you that this recovery process feels like a giant waste of time sometimes. Just a big chunk of my life where I'm not achieving much. So I wrote down all of my short term goals to help me get through this time with out feeling like a failure. I suggest you do the same thing or just write the positives down of something that you may not want to do. I find that it helps tremendously.
Well I 'm sorry that it is such a short post for having been such a long time since I last posted. I'll try to be better at it.
Let me know how you are doing too.
